wow....

Just... wow... I don't think there is another word for it. At least there isn't one as far as I can think of right now. Everything seems to be happening so fast. Sometimes I wonder if I'm dreaming. After Aiden... After his death... *sig* I just never thought I would be able to love again. But when Gabriel is near me....

The fire I feel burning in my spirit is so strong. It's a high... like a drug... But it feels so good. It feels... well... it feels better than it ever did when I was with Aiden. I wonder.... Could this be Heaven?

It has to be. The moment he asked me to be his wife... My world stopped, but it felt so right. We decided to go to Vegas. I hadn't realized he had been there before.. Not that it mattered. The way to the airport, in the plane, the drive away from the airport.... Magical... I swear...

There was a woman there who didn't seem to like me much.... She knew him. He said they were friends a long time ago... I am left wondering if they were more and if it will be a problem later- but I won't worry too much. Nothing till stop me from being his wife.

Nothing...

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I'm left being confused...

I am trying to be myself. But I'm not sure if it's what he wants... I thought I understood him to a point... we were friends after all... but... I guess I don't know him as well as I thought...

I just wish I knew how to move forward...

I wish he would just talk to me....

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 4:41 AM Comments: 0