Lost in the Dark....

(RP) I had hoped that things could change. But Gabriel is serious about this. He really wants me to end the life of our son. I made the appointment with Dorian and Gabe told me he would be with me the entire time…

I am scared. Hopelessly scared. I can’t believe I am about to lose a 2nd child…

I don’t think I want to… but for his sake, I have to… I only wish he was with me now…
With the chaos in this house for a wedding...

He seems to have disappeared…. Leaving me once more… alone…

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(Side) I am still trying to make so much sense out of things that have happened. I have no real clue to be completely honest. One minute Ori and I are sitting and relaxing, talking about church and sharing favorite passages in the Bible… yeah- he has piqued my interest in being a Christian, I have enjoyed it immensely- but the next minute, I feel this… odd sensation. Then a feeling overcame me that was all too familiar…

I was not alone in my mind any longer.

I still have no idea how it happened, but Rose and I were forced back into the same body once more. And that wasn’t all- Ori and Orifiel were, too. Somehow I had no control over anything. I was saying things I did not mean. Rose was reaching out to Orifiel’s darkness. I felt powerless to it all.

I was called out o the house and when I opened my eyes again, I saw the grey dimness of Theron’s old Palace… I never wanted to go back there… I hated it there… but I hate it worst as Alexander was somehow revived. Not only him, but Lord Theron. Thanks to Rose’s call of the darkness, I am condemned to remain in the confines of the palace.

There was a problem with Theron’s vessel though. My mother’s Hikari. She seems to have fallen victim to the darkness that once controlled her Power. I don’t exactly know what set her off, all I know is that it did not have good results. Well… not all good anyway. Kay told me that Angel’s Power could destroy Orifiel, freeing Ori from him completely. Not long after she told me that, there was this crushing force coming from the cage Theron had Angel in. I saw her eyes… her eyes- once so bright a blue had gone black as night. I could not sense any kind of light in her at all at the moment. Then there was this struggle.

Angel is not lost to the darkness- her Power is, but not her spirit and soul. She will always be a creature of pure light. Rose tapped into Angel’s mind to see what was going on. The Power destroyed Sandy… disintegrating her into ashes. It was started on Orifiel when she stopped it. She managed to pull Ori and Orifiel apart though. That was the most she wanted. Just for him to be free.

The struggle must have been too much for her though… Something happened she could not control. She screamed out and fell forward. She had us all scared. Ori… poor Ori… she was his first love … well after Sandy anyway… He always felt drawn to her as a friend at least. He owes her a great deal for setting him free. Maybe that’s why he seemed so concerned… Kay gave him the key to the cage and he went in after her. She wouldn’t wake up so we took her to Dais… he told us she went into a coma-like state. He thinks she is searching for something that she may never find.

Ori seems to think that Angel would get better if we found her a better person. We found one of her old friends. A history teacher at the university here in town. Sage was his name. I saw him look at her when we brought him to her. He looks down at her as a concerned friend. I hate to say it, but Ori’s idea- though it may have worked, might not be all she needs. Her heart was severely broken. She was betrayed and tossed away in such a way that I fear she may never recover. Ori and I continue to pray though… We will do so as long as it takes. Not like I can go anywhere anyway… Besides… all the praying in the world may be helpful… but after what I learned… I don’t know if she will ever wake…

The news that struck me…. Orifiel was dead.

She had protected him from the Power but he still was killed by another. Her love for him kept her going. She fell when his love was taken away. She fell deeper when his life was stolen as well. It is my fear… but there may be only one real way to wake her up… and I don’t see it happening now…

Theron has complete control of that Power now with no interference coming from her, from here on out…

Somehow we have to get her back…

And then somehow I have to figure out how to get rid of Rose….

She never cared too much for Ori’s wishes. She’d never understand… And I don’t want her doing anything to harm him either….

posted by Lady Aurora Phoenix @ 1:12 PM Comments: 0